Locked inside trying to break free your a bird
in a cage trying to get the lock broke so you
can fly away to where you truely want to be
yet your locked up in a place you want to
call Hell tortured and treated as a slave
your abused and held down either to pop the
things you get on your face when you grow up
or to stop you from running away but life as we
know or as we knew growing up was a place we
hated we called it Hell we wanted a place far
away that could actually make us feel like we had
a home ... everyone thinks this once in a while
it isnt just me or some old man on the side walk
the home we live in can be a torture chamber that
we never talk about that we never want to be in
..... you want a normal place where you can be loved
where you can have what you dont remember
instead the Hell has washed away all your memories
has teared you up and made your mind completely
fogged so you cant see if you hurt someone cause
in your own opinion to you that is right because
that is how you grew up that is all you know and
all you have experienced yet when you do find
this magical world that will take you from the chaos
your locked in you come to believe it is a dream
just a fantasy and the people you meet are lies
that your mind has made up .. come to believe
that the one who says they Love you with all
their hearts and want you to be happy is just
some type of mirage put there to play with you
... can our minds ever be cleared or do we have yet
another fight to come..... how do we talk to others
without being treated like we our in our househeld
that we hide behind the mask we put on to cover up
the broken heart we have the tears that fall down our face
the blurred vision we get and the heart burns we have
soon maybe even i will have to go to the emergency
room so they can bring me back to life to help
me wake up from my eternal sleep that i have put
myself in cause it was an escape from Hell....