My Personal Hell

The lies.
The ties.
My breaking soul.
It's took it's tole.
My heart it aches.
My soul it takes.
I give my all.
Yet it's only to fall.
Her smile her hair.
I was in denial and I tried to care.
My throat it burns.
As my world took a turn.
The Lunar eclipse.
I'll come to grips.
I will try my hardest to be the best I can be.
Hopefully she is smarter than me.
I give her credit for doing what I couldn't.
Or maybe what I just wouldn't.
I'm not mad.
And I'm not sad.
In a way I'm just glad.
I saw it coming... Never ending process.
It will repeat itself.
With him himself.
I will not be your shoulder.
It's like being hit with boulder.
No longer controlled.
The truth will unfold.
And as soon as it does.
I'll know who it was.
I wish you both luck
I don't give a... well you figure it out.

The people this was for will understand. I'm not posting this to make anyone mad or upset. Only getting off what is truly on my chest.

wow hun